Friday, July 24, 2009

Oucccccccccccchhhhhhhhh!!!

TRUST EACH OTHER is the KEY to a HEALTHY RELATIONSHIP

It's been a while that I haven't updated my blog due to some important tasks.

At 41, I can't hide it but I am very uncomfortable with my PMS. There are tantrums due to unstable emotions and some backaches, headaches and heartaches! http://www.marilynglenville.com/

At this period of time, I feel like a paranoid thinking about my husband who is so far away. I can't help but think that perhaps he goes out with his friends at work having 2 bottles of beer somewhere else....Perhaps in a bar? Perhaps in a night spot? Perhaps in a Resort? ....My feelings and thoughts are uncontrollable and I begin to text a message to my husband interrogating him like a Police Officer! OMG!...What am I doing??? I know I am hurting him...but I don't know why I am doing this!!!

I did some research and now I understand the reason why. I am trying to prepare myself at least 10 days prior to my monthly cycle. My sister in-law, gave me some advice to take Vit B complex. I also did some pampering of myself...I went to the hairdresser....I color my hair for a new look...and I begin to do something in trimming down....MY HUSBAND REMINDS ME TO TRUST HIM FOR THE SAKE OF OUR FAMILY... (He swears he is not doing a thing to hurt me)

I humbly asked sorry ...and recently, I am glad there is an improvement in me....I sensed it and I can feel it!

Thursday, July 2, 2009

My thoughts on Michael Jackson and how my family liked his music

MJ is a very unique artist...he is so rare and I like most of his music. He showed great concern to the world, children and other people. His contribution to the world is undying! People from different ages, races and status love his music. MJ's music will not perish...it will live forever from one generation to the next.

My son's favorite song is "Heal the world", my daughter's "You are not alone", mine are "Billy Jean", "Man in the Mirror", "They don't care about us" to name a few. My husband likes "We are the world" and my parents like his Jackson 5 Album with the hit songs "Ben" and "I'll be there". I remember when my son was only one year old, he would dance like crazy each time I played the music "Bad" and his favorite lyric that time was "awwww!" What can you expect from a toddler? hehehe

Knowing that MJ started singing at the age of 5, he missed a normal childhood life. He was at his very tender age when he became a superstar.

My heart softens and my eyes begin to shed tears when I remember how difficult and so demanding his life was. He became so rich with material things but he never lived a normal life just the way we do.

Most people are fanatics of MJ. Many people love his music but there are also people who see the different side of MJ's life and hated him so much. But I don't care! Only God knows and only God will pass the judgment on him. Who's perfect in this world, anyway?

When I watched his video on "We are the world" recording session, Michael's Voice was like an angel...it's very light, very soft, so cool like a breeze touching the gentle cheek of a baby. Very soothing and heavenly! And look at him, he's so polite so courteous, full of patience and very respectful. I saw a very calm person and there's so much humility in him.

MJ was an endangered specie like Elvis Presley. And now they became extinct!
But only their flesh vanished away. His body came from dust and to dust it shall return!

But....definitely, Michael Jackson's music will live forever!

Billy Jean MJ